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| Oh my gosh this thing is still here???
Is anyone else still on this site?????
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| Wow I think the fact that it took me 5 minutes to figure out how to make a new post goes to show you how long its been since I've been to xanga!
I'm not very good about keeping this thing updated. lol I used to be obsessed with journals. I have thousands of pages written about my life since I was 15. My memory is getting worse these days so for a while I was very passionate about recording every day. But last semester my hard drive crashed and erased almost all of what I had written about college, so I just kind of decided...ya know...maybe this is a sign. Maybe I'll just live for a little while, and probably forget a great deal, but not worry so much about documenting. Hence my neglect of xanga.
Mmk! So a quick update!
I am in class right now.
Whitney Boone and Megan Edwards come in town today and I'm so excited because I've known them since I was 3 and we're very close.
Got to go to the hopsital a lot this semester, like a weenie.
The new roommate is nice. Both my roommates are quiet. I'll go days on end without seeing them.
Scott is doing well and scoring really high on his practice LSATs. He's thinking about going to Pepperdine in Malibu and I'm excited because that's near LA and I'd love to work there after school. Of course it's already kind of understood that we won't get to see much of each other while he's in Law School, so I'm going to be a girl on a mission while he's there: get a job, make lots of moolah, travel a lot, and have a nice financial pad for us to start on when he graduates. BOOYAH!
Getting ready for mom's wedding in July. I'm the maid of honor and didn't figure that out until a week ago. Dur!
Uhhh I guess I should actually pay attention and learn. I'm skipping my next class. It's statistics and after that I have to draw naked people so I'm gonna go home and get mentally prepared. Guh...
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| Today there was a fire in the building I have biology in. Apparently those automotive engineering kids exploded something. Now classes are canceled for a week while they rebuild the damage! HAZAH! (no one was hurt, in case you were wondering).
And umm today during math class, my teacher was reading us some question about- a man in a store and he had a back full of M&M's, what is the probability of him choosing a green one. But as we followed along in our books, he read:
"So if a man is in a store...and he undresses himself......"
long pause.
We all just looked around like...what? As he goes on with the "What is the probability he will choose a green one.". A few minutes later he nervously said, "I apologize for that comment my uh...thoughts were elsewhere.". We all just sat awkwardly for the remaining 10 min and then ran out of the room as soon as 3:20 came around. | | |
| So I'm in Kroger....
Standing in front of the jello display, and suddenly I get deja-vous. I think I've come to realize that my deja-vous isn't like most people's. It isn't a simple, "Oh wow, I think I'm done this before. Weird."- it really messes with my head! All my life I've gotten extreme bouts of vertigo when this happens, followed closely by feeling really sick to my stomach. Random, unrelated memories and emotions from dreams come to mind, and I just temporarily go somewhere else. When it doesn't happen for a long time, it is incredibly strong when it comes back.
And so this is happening in Kroger...as I'm staring at JELLO and everything just feels wonky and floatie, and I suddenly go retarded! I was staring at the packaging of food and was trying to read what it said but for some reason the letters were just shapes and I couldn't figure out what the shapes meant. So I picked up this red stuff that I couldn't for the life of me remember what it was called (*cough* jello) and thought, "I wonder if this stuff is on that um...diet that I'm on...what was that called again? Jenny....Jenny......" I couldn't remember what Jenny Craig was. So I'm still walking around the store (that is spinning) waiting for the deja-vous to go away and for a moment didn't know how the hell I got there or what I was doing there in the first place.
After 30 seconds the feeling went away and I remembered how to read, what jello was, and that I was on Jenny CRAIG. I was puzzled because I had never experienced memory loss before while having deja-vous and it FREAKED ME OUT. I read that people who have epileptic siezures have deja-vous, and I know siezures sometimes involve memory loss, so now I'm all wierded out. AM I GONNA HAVE A SIEZURE NEXT??
Whatever. If I have a brain tumor I love you all. Remember me as your friend Stephanie, not the girl who forgot what Jello was.
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| There is no feeling worse than waking up 30 min before school, remembering your semester-long art project was due today, and knowing you can't skip out on class because of too many absences already.
Ooooh I feel sick....
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